Austria perfectly captures my feelings.

Being sick is so annoying. Especially when you feel like you've been hit with a stick and you can't stop coughing.

...Second time in what, a month? I'm just feeling like asking why.

After a long time of working on Paint, I turned this picture:




into this lovely icon:




Here you are, Teg. ^_^

OH MY DEAR AIZEN-SAMA.

Wonderwice....he's back? He's really back?!?!

I'm both happy and concerned. I wanted to know how he was, but him appearing means he isn't safe anymore. As long as he stayed off panel he was definitely alive.....

Wonder-chan, stay alive.
Don't die.

if you do, my heart will shatter.

Let my bizarre, maybe preachy post begin.

Ok, first off I BEAT THAT ONE BOSS IN TWEWY!!!! AND GOT DARK MATTER!!!!! (All you need to do is put drop rate at 30 and go defeat Taboo!Minamimoto a couple of times. He drops one every now and then.)

Now....

I decided to give into an urge and talk about songs I associate with people, series, etc. Totally random.

Jack Half-a-Prayer: For some odd reason, I feel his "theme" of sorts is Airbag by Radiohead. Maybe, the lyrics just fit?  Also, the song Lucky for him and his associates (if one of them is named Sarah, it doesn't hurt....).

Ever since I found him, I think the song No Surprises(Radiohead) fits William from Kuroshitsuji. And also Kariya from TWEWY.

Karma Police is totally a TWEWY song. First couple of lines is Neku, next set is Beat (grudge against Pinky gets recognized), refrain is Beat again, and next verse is...Tenho?

Letdown is a Joshua song.

Maybe an emo Shiki-to-Eri is Faded (Cascada).

A total, completely Shibuya song is Omnibus by Laut Sprecher.

Lately I've been thinking about Grell-san every time I hear the song Smile by Sasha. Also, the songs The Interview (AFI), Paranoid Android, and Koko(Goldfrapp).  [He's my muse, so obviously there's A LOT more songs I associate him with. But this is the short, short list. ]

...A Will/Grell song is No One Puts Baby In The Corner (Fall Out Boy). At least the last couple of verses. *shame* It also fits quite a few Bleach pairings. And another song for them is Feels Like Home (Meck)

Since Ilfort and Circe from Bleach are one of my OTPs, it figures that I'd cast them as Rodolfo and Mimi in La Boheme. And Mario and Tosca in Tosca. (Luppi is Musetta and Szayel is Marcello in La Boheme. Can't figure out anymore casting).

If there's a lot of dance music, blame my maman. :)

/end for now.

steampunkrings.blogspot.com/

This is quite a stellar site.

I'm going to edit this later with much more info, but it appears it's time for my appointment.

...It's near the end of spring break....so let's spout the thoughts in my head. Movie related.

OH MY GOD THE VISUALS IN VAN HELSING OH MY AIZEN-SAMA THEY ARE SO COOL!!!!!!!!

Lancelot....smirking....it just ruined the movie.

GO ELIZABETH!!!!!!!!

Pineapple Express....freaking funny. SO good.

-L.S

Yes, yes, I have a new love.

Simpler terms: I have a new cosplay I'm making.

And his name is.....Grell Sutcliff.

He hails from the story known as Kuroshitsuji, drawn by the lovely Yana Toboso.

IS HE NOT AMAZING? I'm sorry, but I have violently and passionately fallen in love with the idea of cosplaying him. He reminds me almost of Szayel...maybe it's because they are both gorgeous, graceful, act(ress)es. With completely bada fighting (Grell has a frickin' CHAINSAW.) And also...Grell has this going for him.(WARNING, spoilers in that image.)

As people who know me IRL know, I have red glasses I wear for vision. And other pieces of that cosplay. I'M MAKING IT. It'll be nice to walk around in cosplay and actually see far away. That's the bonus.

For the past couple of days, I've been wearing more red, wearing my glasses more often, and figuring out whether adding food coloring to straightening cream is a bad thing. (Still don't know the answer, but it definitely messes with leave-in conditioner, in an awesome way.) Oh, and staining my hands accidentally. (And forehead. That was strange to wake up to.)

I know I'll do this, because my mother gave me a red rose today, saying they gave them out at the restaraunt she went to for dinner. Crimson red. Is that not a sign? 8D (Well...a lot of things are signs. And yesterday was Valentine's. BUT STILL.)

Love, love, love,
Your future Grell-san

Since I love rating communities, I keep applying. Here are my stamps from various communities so far.
( Under cut to avoid image overload )

Time for some random outpouring of feelings.

Thank you, Mr. Smuin. Thank you for letting me out of class.

I feel a little happy, since I finally started watching Princess Tutu anime. SO addictive, but beautiful and pretty. My heart's now set on cosplaying Tutu, and I want a cosplayer meetup at Fanime. I'll have to learn rudimentary ballet by then.

I think I'll write a mock Aizenist Bible. Be pretty funny, as well as useful if I end up having a revival meeting at Fanime after all.

Blue-chan's gone again....*sigh* I was looking forward to talking with her. I hope she's not sick or anything, but honestly, I don't think she is. Just one of those feelings. And there's no use bitching about the project as I took it on myself to do basically the whole damn thing. But right now...I have this boatload of math work to do and absolutely no free time at all. Thank Aizen the library had Gackt and Malice Mizer in the collection. Ah crap...half my library books are due today. I'll have to talk to Mom.
...I just wish the project was done. I'm tired of this. I just wish I could get some sort of extension. But I'll try to do my best. I'll write the rough drafts today and edit tomorrow. Mom said she'd be ok with it, but she's got her huge paper, and I really don't want to be a bother. But...I need this. Oh Aizen...I feel like crying. The damn stressors. I'm in pain from my braces, I'm facing this, and everyone's giving me all this negative energy....I just wish I could call him. He listens. 

No use freaking. I guess all my angst should go into duty. I made a deal...I'll stop biting my nails and write the mock Bible if Aizen gives me the grace I need, both mental (to get the work done and be diplomatic with people) and physical (learning ballet for Tutu cosplay).

Thank Aizen for my daemon.

Side note: Got stamped as Sasori and Halibel.

This is a place holder until I have time to actually write.

~L.S.

I GOT STAMPED AS KRISTOPH!

Wish I could show you right now. I'll pull it up ASAP.

~Ms. Gavin

I changed my background...I like it!

I know I haven't mentioned Yumi's birthday, and Ran-chan's is coming up...so tanjyoubi omedetou to both of 'em.

Blue is stellar. She lent me both Trauma Center games, and I of course am in love. We're even making a rating community for it.

I saw the SFMOMA Frida Kahlo exhibit...purely astounding. I learned so much and I also found a stand in the Metreon that sold copies of G&L Bible, so I now own vol. 3! YES!

Sorry I can't write more.

Take care.

and after this, my lovelies, it's off to bed.

I...pray to Aizen.

I adore pretty boys.

Emilio deserves Heather and she him.

I hope I finish my costume in time. Cheer me on, I need it.

I have a fic idea...Emilio-kun doesn't die in it.

with these icons. Some Apollo Justice and Trauma Center.

( See for yourself... )

I think I lost weight. I just wanted to say that.

I finally posted again on TDF....I miss them so much. Oh Aizen, I'm crying....

From Thursday:
My father is a jerk. He drove me to tears when we were supposed to have a friendly dinner but he starts right in on the stuff that caused the tears on my birthday and ended up making fun of me, laughing at me, yelling at me in public, dragging Mom into the conversation again, yelling at me on my street and screeching away like a madman, and just ruining my day. I'd made myself all pretty and everything, and I was hopeful. Now I'm incredibly pissed. He's such an idiot. ...I want my drum kit away from his house.

*sigh* That's all out now.

I got a nice petticoat. That makes me feel good.

Be well.

~L.S.

IT'S GIN'S BIRTHDAY! YAY GIN-SAN!

~L.S.